If history repeats, something's gonna happen tonight. (: I miss my beloved friend (:Hahahaaaaa...
Yesterday we got our posts and yea was kinda scary but alright. Looking forward to the future but i forsee busy me and having problems with specific beings. (: Today im going to meet sugar meimei (: FINALLY MAN! after 2 years ._. LOL. and with a whole group of others and yeaaaa .. i dont know. im gonna feel weird. i'll jus keep quiet, and smile. Sounds great! (: Going to meet michele and the rest soon, they're swimming now so yar (: Im loving my life in a way but hating it in other. ._. I hope tonite will be fine. (:
Loves,
GINU
You can fly so high..
Keep your gaze upon the sky..
I'll be praying every step along the way..
Even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be so far apart..
I love you, Too much to make you stay..
Baby Fly away..
Thats the chorus from Fly away by Corrinne May. I love that song. Arnt the lyrics meaningful? (: Apples.. I miss receiving apples may it be drawn or virtual.. Why wont things remain as they are? Hahas.. Once again my world's falling apart.. With one of my close friends leaving once again.. Why is that always the case? I wont try to hold on to you.. That was one mistake i made for the past two peoples (: . I'll let you fly, i'll try.. (: . Havent heard from you for quite awhile. Haahs. Let the lyrics do the talking (: Im just gonna spam lyrics from different songs.. They'll do the talking. When you're gone, the words i need to hear to always get me through the day, and make it okay, I miss you. Im not afraid to cry every once in awhile even though going on with you gone still upsets me, there are days every now and again i pretend im okay, but thats not what gets me.. What hurts the most was being so close, having so much to say, watching you walk away. still harder, getting up, getting dressed, LIVING WITH THIS REGRET, but i dont know if i could do it over.. EVERYBODY NEEDS SOMEBODY WHO, THEY CAN POUR THEIR HEART AND SOUL INTO.. Im so sorry now, for the pain i've caused you, would u please forgive? Please? T_T In this cold im walking aimless feeling helpless, without a shelter from the storm.. Im falling apart im falling apart, dont say this wont last forever, U're breaking my heart ure breaking my heart dont tell me that we would never be together, we could be over and over, we could be forever... This is my weakness, Im falling. Loves,GINU
Everythings cmmin apart. I sense another battle. Another fight. I've lost all the battles i've fought so far. I DONT WANT TO LOSE THIS ONE.. Why is everything changing again ? First i sick for 1 whole week, everything i dunno how do. So many test suddenly, can die LEH!!! den some other school thing, ppls dun wan to start early ? im guessing WENT OUT! or sth. I dunno lar.. someone's acting all funny.. i wanna be there, i want to help. i cant cause i dunno whats gg on!!! T_T I wish i could.. Sigh! things are falling apart~ I need an angel~
Today we celebrate national day, started with a parade, im so happy. got complimented for my drills. my commanding isnt so good thou. gotta work on it :D . HAAHS :D so happy. im tired, dead tired. 3A and D had outing today. went bowling den walked to WCP (: played arnd, fooled arnd then went home. ate alot macs today. im so tired. :S haahs. today's so fun. tmr's gonna be hell for sure :D tcs ppls. tata:D
Loves,
GINU
going out everyday and all. today parade some NCC guy fainted. Im so tired. SIGH! . Smile cause im supposed to. idk la. confused. irritated. feel like screaming T_T AHHHHHHHHHHH! :( im bored. irritated. tired. wheres everybody when i need somebody. rAWRRRRRRRRRRRRR :(
Loves,
GINU
Okay so guess what! im gonna re post agains cause im getting stressed out these days. i have so many things to do. I wish i can jus throw everything aside. Proposals, homework, name lists and comming tests, i wish i can have a vacation. I wish an angel will drop from the skies and help me. Well slow down girl, u know u do have angels watching you now. I wish everything will stop, time everything! today's parade rehersal was utterly DISAPPOINTING. only 1/3 of the squad came + 1/2 of GOH came and yeah.. the worst part is the guys behind me were playing. When i told them to they didnt want to. I got so annoyed. SIGH! ._. I mean whats the point of being in a UG if there's no discipline? :\ I wish i could do something about this. SIGH! And whats more, theres someone who keeps getting on my nerves. Backstabbing me, lying. I tried okay i did its just almost impossible to get along. I cant stand it luh.. i really wish someone would know exactly how im feeling now and help me. Im so tired. so very tired, Both mentally and physically. I can just drop dead i tell u. SIGH! ._. i need extra hours in this life of mine. man.. take these as a challenge? its so difficult. How am i gunna live this life? :\ Sigh..
ijustrealisedthatiforgothowitfeelsliketolove.
Loves,
GINU
June, the weirdest, most painful time of my life. Thinking back, i do miss many things. The song now brings some memories back and im blockign them all out. June...Haha..thank god 13th june i was at camp so didnt think much. I jus came back from ULP, it was awesome. i miss charlie 3 like mad . i miss the cheers and all. Its jus so horrible to feel. cause everything jus hurts u one way or another. 16 june,today. 1year ago at arnd 7am. i was crying my heart out. Cause of things that somebody told me that hurt me like crazy. 26june, another nostalgic day haha! so not loo0king forward to it. if only you never left me, i'd be the happiest person on earth right now, u have no idea hw much i still do miss you now. i think of u every other day, without fail. Missing you, waiting to see u once again. im sorry for wahtever i done wrong lastime. all i wanna do is jus be friends. I miss you.
ULP? awesoem. thou i kinda go ttalked to by one of the maams as she misunderstood me. Sigh, dont even knw if i can pass ULP. Im dam glad Ex. impartiality went off well. they had fun and im happy that they did (: . Smiles and cheers charlie 3. Love u guys and miss u guys forever. If not for you guys, i would have died during camp esp when my fone died. Thanks alot for helping me in all the different ways. really appreciate it loads. Takecares people and i love u guys <3 I especially miss the campfire loads and the hike. <3
Our war cry:
Oh-yeo-ee-oh-yeo-ee-oh-yeo-ee-yeah
we are catak the hippo u can be our friend.
Catak is friendly, Catak is pro so listen to the Catak Roar..
And here we go...
HUGGA SHAGA HUGGA SHAGA HUGGA SHAGA HAH!
C to the A to the TAK,
Catak catak ee-ba-ee-ba-un-de-leh-un-de-leh-
ee-ba-ee-ba-un-de-leh-un-de-leh
GOOOOOOOOOO CATAK! (:
Some cheers:
Power power is all that charlie has cause
charlie charlie is gonna beat the rest say
boom boom pala pala tap tap
pala pala tap tap pala pala tap CHARLIE
boom boom pala pala tap tap
pala pala tap tap pala pala tap CHARLIE!
HANDS UP!
PALMS TOGETHER!
eeba-shavelleh
guchi beh beh guchi beh
guchi beh beh shavelleh
1234 CHARLIE!
GO GO CHARLIE RANGERS
go go go go, go go go go, go go go go, CHARLIE RANGERS
Go Go Go Go, Go Go Go Go, Go Go Go GO, CHARLIE RANGERS
GO GO GO GO, GO GO GO GO, GO GO GO GO CHARLIE RANGERS!
GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, CHARLIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
Campfire cheers:
How are you feeling today? (leader)
WE FEEEEEEL GOOD!
OH WE FEEL SO GOOD
OH WE FEEL SO, OH WE FEEL SO, OH WE FEEL SO GOOD!
HA HA HA HA!
I really regret nt being so enthu back in sec1, i wasted few camps in my life. :( so sad! nv knew campfires could be so fun. ULP campfire was seriously THE BOMB. dam FUN! OMG! (: how i wish everyone was enthu during JTC that would be so so so AWESOME!
Love ULP and Charlie 3(in no particular order):
`Linda
`Mendi
`Yan kai
`HuiTing
`Aik Leng
`Thu Thu
`Shafiqah
`Aishah
`Nicholas
Loved our skit, those will all be memories in my heart forever<3
Loves,
GINU
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