Sec 1, i hated my cca. HATED, I MEAN HATED. today i finally learnt. i really regretted not studying my FA properly. Jun Hou fell down today. his head was bleeding slightly. i stood thr speechless. i didnt know what to do. i didnt have enough experience. i didnt even know what it was. =\ I jus cleaned his wound and thats all. Hope he's alright. i feel so useless. why didnt i do something before? why do i keep saying I'll STUDY ANOTHER TIME~ . Some things cannot wait. i jus keep procrastinating. =\ .i PROMISE. i will study my FA from now on. i PROMISE. Im sorry JH. =[ SOrry T_T
Loves,
GINU
Jus came back from combined UG camp. Was SOOOO TIRING =\ . i wan sleep sia. kinda stressful also. i almsot died during PT. sucky much. i was cursing so much lah. =\ ANyway. later gng cassy's hse for her bdae. hAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR COUSIN <3 mUACKS
Loves,
GINU
A beautiful song By leona <3
Homeless - Leona Lewis.
Waiting here
For you to call me
For you to tell me
That everything's a big mistake
Waiting here
In this rainfall
Feeling so small
This dream was not suppose to break
I'm so sorry now
For the pain I caused you
Wont you please forgive
Please
But you don't love me anymore
You don't want me anymore
There's a sign on your door
No vacancy, just emptiness
Without your love
I'm homeless
In this cold
I'm walking aimless
Feeling helpless
Without a shelter from the storm
In my heart
I miss you so much
I'm missing your touch
And the bed that used to be so warm
I'm so sorry now
For the pain I caused you
Wont you please forgive
Please
But you don't love me anymore
You don't want me anymore
There's a sign on your door
No vacancy, just emptiness
Without your love
I'm homeless
My, My baby
I'm sorry
Oh
But you don't love me anymore
You don't want me anymore
There's a sign on your door
No vacancy, just emptiness
Without your love
I'm homeless
I jus realised how much im not over you. I miss you.
Loves,
GINU
Yesterday night was kinda terrible. 'fought' with a good friend of mine, we were alright in the afternoon but at night cause of my crankyness and too-joke-around-thus-unsensitive-ness. Was so terrible, that friend was suddenly SO COLD to me. We were having so much fun before that. Oh well... Everybody makes mistakes sometimes its whether the other wants to forgive them or not.
This morning.. Was so beautiful, I was awoken by a message, Suprised that was from Clarence, I opened it immediately HOWEVER, after seeing that its a chinese message, as i was still in my sotong mode, i held my phone and fell asleep ._. LOL. when i got up, i took about 3-5minutes reading the chinese words though i couldnt read half of it especially the last part, i could tell what it was about :D .
You guys knw the classic story of the 2 best friends? when bestfriend 1 slapped bestfriend 2, He wrote 'My Best friend slapped me today' On the sand. When bestfriend 1 saved best friend 2, Bestfriend 2 carved in a stone 'My best friend saved my life today'. Why did best friend 2 carve the saving on stone and the slapping on sand? On sand it is not permenent, The wind will eventually blow it away. When he carved it on the stone, it will be there forever. At the end of the message, it says, if u have been touched by this, Forward this message to Friends that u will remember forever.
I felt so... oh my.. when i read it cause it made me reflect on myself. I seem to have been carving all the sad and angry stuff on stones all these times. I only look at the Negative points of others nt even considering the positive ones. I have been a bad bad friend. Its time i changed a little, dont u think? Im sorry to those friends of mine who i have &@#^*%@ at. Im really sorry, especially to ahrance. sorry T____T. If i could, i would definately forward it back to u, but it will jus be zor tang so i didnt. =] Im SORRY for all i've done.
Loves,
GINU
hmm . lets talk about the good things first. well . met new friends, sebas and the rest . RL i meant =] yeap. hahaha. thats good lah. However, thats the only good thing that happened sofar =O
Now the catastrophes . well. i'll talk about today, I am going to cambodia for SL. and my darling evan is gng to bali. Wow... WHY! WHY ARE WE ALWAYS SEPERATED! i mean everyone else gets someone they're close with. and i dont ? i mean im never with evan can! first we diff class in sec2 . nvm . sec3 both pure science but was seperated cause of phy and bio. T_T then geog class, the only time we're tgt. we're seperated. one end to the other. so saddening right? =\ I really dont know who are friends around me who will be with me for the rest of my life. I really donyt knw. i cant tell lah. so irritating. SIGH
Nothing else to say. Everyday i get flooded with problems. BYE!
Loves,
GINU
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