If history repeats, something's gonna happen tonight. (: I miss my beloved friend (:Hahahaaaaa...
Yesterday we got our posts and yea was kinda scary but alright. Looking forward to the future but i forsee busy me and having problems with specific beings. (: Today im going to meet sugar meimei (: FINALLY MAN! after 2 years ._. LOL. and with a whole group of others and yeaaaa .. i dont know. im gonna feel weird. i'll jus keep quiet, and smile. Sounds great! (: Going to meet michele and the rest soon, they're swimming now so yar (: Im loving my life in a way but hating it in other. ._. I hope tonite will be fine. (:
Loves,
GINU
You can fly so high..
Keep your gaze upon the sky..
I'll be praying every step along the way..
Even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be so far apart..
I love you, Too much to make you stay..
Baby Fly away..
Thats the chorus from Fly away by Corrinne May. I love that song. Arnt the lyrics meaningful? (: Apples.. I miss receiving apples may it be drawn or virtual.. Why wont things remain as they are? Hahas.. Once again my world's falling apart.. With one of my close friends leaving once again.. Why is that always the case? I wont try to hold on to you.. That was one mistake i made for the past two peoples (: . I'll let you fly, i'll try.. (: . Havent heard from you for quite awhile. Haahs. Let the lyrics do the talking (: Im just gonna spam lyrics from different songs.. They'll do the talking. When you're gone, the words i need to hear to always get me through the day, and make it okay, I miss you. Im not afraid to cry every once in awhile even though going on with you gone still upsets me, there are days every now and again i pretend im okay, but thats not what gets me.. What hurts the most was being so close, having so much to say, watching you walk away. still harder, getting up, getting dressed, LIVING WITH THIS REGRET, but i dont know if i could do it over.. EVERYBODY NEEDS SOMEBODY WHO, THEY CAN POUR THEIR HEART AND SOUL INTO.. Im so sorry now, for the pain i've caused you, would u please forgive? Please? T_T In this cold im walking aimless feeling helpless, without a shelter from the storm.. Im falling apart im falling apart, dont say this wont last forever, U're breaking my heart ure breaking my heart dont tell me that we would never be together, we could be over and over, we could be forever... This is my weakness, Im falling. Loves,GINU
Everythings cmmin apart. I sense another battle. Another fight. I've lost all the battles i've fought so far. I DONT WANT TO LOSE THIS ONE.. Why is everything changing again ? First i sick for 1 whole week, everything i dunno how do. So many test suddenly, can die LEH!!! den some other school thing, ppls dun wan to start early ? im guessing WENT OUT! or sth. I dunno lar.. someone's acting all funny.. i wanna be there, i want to help. i cant cause i dunno whats gg on!!! T_T I wish i could.. Sigh! things are falling apart~ I need an angel~
Today we celebrate national day, started with a parade, im so happy. got complimented for my drills. my commanding isnt so good thou. gotta work on it :D . HAAHS :D so happy. im tired, dead tired. 3A and D had outing today. went bowling den walked to WCP (: played arnd, fooled arnd then went home. ate alot macs today. im so tired. :S haahs. today's so fun. tmr's gonna be hell for sure :D tcs ppls. tata:D
Loves,
GINU
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