My Disaster

I hope it dosnt repeat

2009-08-28T21:04:00.000-07:00

If history repeats, something's gonna happen tonight. (:

I miss my beloved friend (:

Hahahaaaaa...

Yesterday we got our posts and yea was kinda scary but alright. Looking forward to the future but i forsee busy me and having problems with specific beings. (: Today im going to meet sugar meimei (: FINALLY MAN! after 2 years ._. LOL. and with a whole group of others and yeaaaa .. i dont know. im gonna feel weird. i'll jus keep quiet, and smile. Sounds great! (: Going to meet michele and the rest soon, they're swimming now so yar (: Im loving my life in a way but hating it in other. ._. I hope tonite will be fine. (:

Loves,
GINU

Let the rain fall.. Im losin ya.

2009-08-26T02:36:00.000-07:00

You can fly so high..
Keep your gaze upon the sky..
I'll be praying every step along the way..
Even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be so far apart..
I love you, Too much to make you stay..
Baby Fly away..

Thats the chorus from Fly away by Corrinne May. I love that song. Arnt the lyrics meaningful? (: Apples.. I miss receiving apples may it be drawn or virtual.. Why wont things remain as they are? Hahas.. Once again my world's falling apart.. With one of my close friends leaving once again.. Why is that always the case? I wont try to hold on to you.. That was one mistake i made for the past two peoples (: . I'll let you fly, i'll try.. (: . Havent heard from you for quite awhile. Haahs. Let the lyrics do the talking (: Im just gonna spam lyrics from different songs.. They'll do the talking.

When you're gone, the words i need to hear to always get me through the day, and make it okay, I miss you.

Im not afraid to cry every once in awhile even though going on with you gone still upsets me, there are days every now and again i pretend im okay, but thats not what gets me..

What hurts the most was being so close, having so much to say, watching you walk away.

still harder, getting up, getting dressed, LIVING WITH THIS REGRET, but i dont know if i could do it over..

EVERYBODY NEEDS SOMEBODY WHO, THEY CAN POUR THEIR HEART AND SOUL INTO..

Im so sorry now, for the pain i've caused you, would u please forgive? Please? T_T

In this cold im walking aimless feeling helpless, without a shelter from the storm..

Im falling apart im falling apart, dont say this wont last forever, U're breaking my heart ure breaking my heart dont tell me that we would never be together, we could be over and over, we could be forever...

This is my weakness, Im falling.

Loves,

GINU

I cant do this..

2009-08-24T05:55:00.000-07:00

Everythings cmmin apart. I sense another battle. Another fight. I've lost all the battles i've fought so far. I DONT WANT TO LOSE THIS ONE.. Why is everything changing again ? First i sick for 1 whole week, everything i dunno how do. So many test suddenly, can die LEH!!! den some other school thing, ppls dun wan to start early ? im guessing WENT OUT! or sth. I dunno lar.. someone's acting all funny.. i wanna be there, i want to help. i cant cause i dunno whats gg on!!! T_T I wish i could.. Sigh! things are falling apart~ I need an angel~

National Day outing (:

2009-08-07T05:40:00.000-07:00

Today we celebrate national day, started with a parade, im so happy. got complimented for my drills. my commanding isnt so good thou. gotta work on it :D . HAAHS :D so happy. im tired, dead tired. 3A and D had outing today. went bowling den walked to WCP (: played arnd, fooled arnd then went home. ate alot macs today. im so tired. :S haahs. today's so fun. tmr's gonna be hell for sure :D tcs ppls. tata:D

Loves,
GINU

tired.

2009-07-31T08:28:00.000-07:00

going out everyday and all. today parade some NCC guy fainted. Im so tired. SIGH! . Smile cause im supposed to. idk la. confused. irritated. feel like screaming T_T AHHHHHHHHHHH! :( im bored. irritated. tired. wheres everybody when i need somebody. rAWRRRRRRRRRRRRR :(

Loves,
GINU

Finding my light

2009-07-28T04:06:00.000-07:00

Okay so guess what! im gonna re post agains cause im getting stressed out these days. i have so many things to do. I wish i can jus throw everything aside. Proposals, homework, name lists and comming tests, i wish i can have a vacation. I wish an angel will drop from the skies and help me. Well slow down girl, u know u do have angels watching you now. I wish everything will stop, time everything! today's parade rehersal was utterly DISAPPOINTING. only 1/3 of the squad came + 1/2 of GOH came and yeah.. the worst part is the guys behind me were playing. When i told them to they didnt want to. I got so annoyed. SIGH! ._. I mean whats the point of being in a UG if there's no discipline? :\ I wish i could do something about this. SIGH! And whats more, theres someone who keeps getting on my nerves. Backstabbing me, lying. I tried okay i did its just almost impossible to get along. I cant stand it luh.. i really wish someone would know exactly how im feeling now and help me. Im so tired. so very tired, Both mentally and physically. I can just drop dead i tell u. SIGH! ._. i need extra hours in this life of mine. man.. take these as a challenge? its so difficult. How am i gunna live this life? :\ Sigh..

ijustrealisedthatiforgothowitfeelsliketolove.

Loves,
GINU

June, ULP

2009-06-15T19:33:00.000-07:00

June, the weirdest, most painful time of my life. Thinking back, i do miss many things. The song now brings some memories back and im blockign them all out. June...Haha..thank god 13th june i was at camp so didnt think much. I jus came back from ULP, it was awesome. i miss charlie 3 like mad . i miss the cheers and all. Its jus so horrible to feel. cause everything jus hurts u one way or another. 16 june,today. 1year ago at arnd 7am. i was crying my heart out. Cause of things that somebody told me that hurt me like crazy. 26june, another nostalgic day haha! so not loo0king forward to it. if only you never left me, i'd be the happiest person on earth right now, u have no idea hw much i still do miss you now. i think of u every other day, without fail. Missing you, waiting to see u once again. im sorry for wahtever i done wrong lastime. all i wanna do is jus be friends. I miss you.
ULP? awesoem. thou i kinda go ttalked to by one of the maams as she misunderstood me. Sigh, dont even knw if i can pass ULP. Im dam glad Ex. impartiality went off well. they had fun and im happy that they did (: . Smiles and cheers charlie 3. Love u guys and miss u guys forever. If not for you guys, i would have died during camp esp when my fone died. Thanks alot for helping me in all the different ways. really appreciate it loads. Takecares people and i love u guys <3 I especially miss the campfire loads and the hike. <3

Our war cry:
Oh-yeo-ee-oh-yeo-ee-oh-yeo-ee-yeah
we are catak the hippo u can be our friend.
Catak is friendly, Catak is pro so listen to the Catak Roar..
And here we go...
HUGGA SHAGA HUGGA SHAGA HUGGA SHAGA HAH!
C to the A to the TAK,
Catak catak ee-ba-ee-ba-un-de-leh-un-de-leh-
ee-ba-ee-ba-un-de-leh-un-de-leh
GOOOOOOOOOO CATAK! (:

Some cheers:
Power power is all that charlie has cause
charlie charlie is gonna beat the rest say
boom boom pala pala tap tap
pala pala tap tap pala pala tap CHARLIE
boom boom pala pala tap tap
pala pala tap tap pala pala tap CHARLIE!

HANDS UP!
PALMS TOGETHER!
eeba-shavelleh
guchi beh beh guchi beh
guchi beh beh shavelleh
1234 CHARLIE!

GO GO CHARLIE RANGERS
go go go go, go go go go, go go go go, CHARLIE RANGERS
Go Go Go Go, Go Go Go Go, Go Go Go GO, CHARLIE RANGERS
GO GO GO GO, GO GO GO GO, GO GO GO GO CHARLIE RANGERS!
GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, CHARLIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Campfire cheers:
How are you feeling today? (leader)
WE FEEEEEEL GOOD!
OH WE FEEL SO GOOD
OH WE FEEL SO, OH WE FEEL SO, OH WE FEEL SO GOOD!
HA HA HA HA!

I really regret nt being so enthu back in sec1, i wasted few camps in my life. :( so sad! nv knew campfires could be so fun. ULP campfire was seriously THE BOMB. dam FUN! OMG! (: how i wish everyone was enthu during JTC that would be so so so AWESOME!
Love ULP and Charlie 3(in no particular order):
`Linda
`Mendi
`Yan kai
`HuiTing
`Aik Leng
`Thu Thu
`Shafiqah
`Aishah
`Nicholas

Loved our skit, those will all be memories in my heart forever<3

Loves,
GINU

Cambodia.

2009-05-02T21:38:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow i'll be leaving for cambodia. im kinda sick. Hope i'll recover by tmr. ^^ takecares all ^^ . see you on friday :D hope i'll be back safely

Loves,
GINU

I've realised.

2009-04-30T03:43:00.000-07:00

Sec 1, i hated my cca. HATED, I MEAN HATED. today i finally learnt. i really regretted not studying my FA properly. Jun Hou fell down today. his head was bleeding slightly. i stood thr speechless. i didnt know what to do. i didnt have enough experience. i didnt even know what it was. =\ I jus cleaned his wound and thats all. Hope he's alright. i feel so useless. why didnt i do something before? why do i keep saying I'll STUDY ANOTHER TIME~ . Some things cannot wait. i jus keep procrastinating. =\ .i PROMISE. i will study my FA from now on. i PROMISE. Im sorry JH. =[ SOrry T_T

Loves,
GINU

Camp

2009-04-17T22:57:00.000-07:00

Jus came back from combined UG camp. Was SOOOO TIRING =\ . i wan sleep sia. kinda stressful also. i almsot died during PT. sucky much. i was cursing so much lah. =\ ANyway. later gng cassy's hse for her bdae. hAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR COUSIN <3 mUACKS

Loves,
GINU

Little did i realise that i was still trapped in the dark

2009-04-13T06:26:00.000-07:00

A beautiful song By leona <3

Homeless - Leona Lewis.

Waiting here
For you to call me
For you to tell me
That everything's a big mistake

Waiting here
In this rainfall
Feeling so small
This dream was not suppose to break

I'm so sorry now
For the pain I caused you
Wont you please forgive
Please

But you don't love me anymore
You don't want me anymore
There's a sign on your door
No vacancy, just emptiness
Without your love
I'm homeless

In this cold
I'm walking aimless
Feeling helpless
Without a shelter from the storm

In my heart
I miss you so much
I'm missing your touch
And the bed that used to be so warm

I'm so sorry now
For the pain I caused you
Wont you please forgive
Please

But you don't love me anymore
You don't want me anymore
There's a sign on your door
No vacancy, just emptiness
Without your love
I'm homeless

My, My baby
I'm sorry
Oh

But you don't love me anymore
You don't want me anymore
There's a sign on your door
No vacancy, just emptiness
Without your love
I'm homeless

I jus realised how much im not over you. I miss you.

Loves,
GINU

One Bright and sunny morning

2009-04-11T21:02:00.000-07:00

Yesterday night was kinda terrible. 'fought' with a good friend of mine, we were alright in the afternoon but at night cause of my crankyness and too-joke-around-thus-unsensitive-ness. Was so terrible, that friend was suddenly SO COLD to me. We were having so much fun before that. Oh well... Everybody makes mistakes sometimes its whether the other wants to forgive them or not.

This morning.. Was so beautiful, I was awoken by a message, Suprised that was from Clarence, I opened it immediately HOWEVER, after seeing that its a chinese message, as i was still in my sotong mode, i held my phone and fell asleep ._. LOL. when i got up, i took about 3-5minutes reading the chinese words though i couldnt read half of it especially the last part, i could tell what it was about :D .

You guys knw the classic story of the 2 best friends? when bestfriend 1 slapped bestfriend 2, He wrote 'My Best friend slapped me today' On the sand. When bestfriend 1 saved best friend 2, Bestfriend 2 carved in a stone 'My best friend saved my life today'. Why did best friend 2 carve the saving on stone and the slapping on sand? On sand it is not permenent, The wind will eventually blow it away. When he carved it on the stone, it will be there forever. At the end of the message, it says, if u have been touched by this, Forward this message to Friends that u will remember forever.

I felt so... oh my.. when i read it cause it made me reflect on myself. I seem to have been carving all the sad and angry stuff on stones all these times. I only look at the Negative points of others nt even considering the positive ones. I have been a bad bad friend. Its time i changed a little, dont u think? Im sorry to those friends of mine who i have &@#^*%@ at. Im really sorry, especially to ahrance. sorry T____T. If i could, i would definately forward it back to u, but it will jus be zor tang so i didnt. =] Im SORRY for all i've done.

Loves,
GINU

Why.

2009-04-09T04:09:00.000-07:00

hmm . lets talk about the good things first. well . met new friends, sebas and the rest . RL i meant =] yeap. hahaha. thats good lah. However, thats the only good thing that happened sofar =O

Now the catastrophes . well. i'll talk about today, I am going to cambodia for SL. and my darling evan is gng to bali. Wow... WHY! WHY ARE WE ALWAYS SEPERATED! i mean everyone else gets someone they're close with. and i dont ? i mean im never with evan can! first we diff class in sec2 . nvm . sec3 both pure science but was seperated cause of phy and bio. T_T then geog class, the only time we're tgt. we're seperated. one end to the other. so saddening right? =\ I really dont know who are friends around me who will be with me for the rest of my life. I really donyt knw. i cant tell lah. so irritating. SIGH

Nothing else to say. Everyday i get flooded with problems. BYE!

Loves,
GINU

Pieces of Faeces

2009-03-31T02:26:00.000-07:00

Shyt day. Shyt night. shyt ytd. everyday is so shytty, WHY? =[ . ytd nite had a BIGBIGBIG arguement with my bro and my mum. i was screaming at them from my bed. I couldnt take it anymore. imma human, i have feelings too. Insulting ur own daughter everytime u see her, u think its nice to lsiten to ? I am human, not superman. I nid time to make changes and to adapt as well. why dont u get it ? Den for that idiot. 20 yrs old alr. dun even let someone younger have 5MINS MORE. just 5mins and there wouldnt be a single war. I hate it when those kinda things happen. pieces of shyt. Today was screwd up. I planned something but some ppl spoilt it. I mean jus go with the flow la. I plan alr den u say rather go home study. u knw im failing so many subjs ? im failing to the extent i almost get banned from the comp? i still take time out for cca and this is the SHYT u give me. u thnk very nice issit? I dont care if u complain or what. But like.. If no mood, tell me. i wont force u to stay. If ur heart is nt in the thing, then DONT do. Do like never do den might aswell dun do right ? I dont knw lah. i shdnt be care-ing but im damm pissed off. i wasnt the only one ANYWAY. pssh.

Loves,
GINU

Dead TIRED

2009-03-28T21:08:00.000-07:00

Whole week flooded with shyt. Ytd gold modular workshop was shyt. Made me SO DAM HELL TIRED. Im Sianned. GO home that annoying WOMAN CALLED ME AND CALLED MY MUM causing war between me and mummy. dam u woman! may u get struck by lightning . Im tired. very very tired. And want to sleep and never wake up ._.

The fire went out

2009-03-25T09:00:00.000-07:00

whats family ? i think its rubbish. i got cca all that flood me right.. u didnt have to whack my hand right! jus ask u sign a piece of shyt paper. so hard? this time im nt dedicating this post to the person i was dedicating to lastime before. now is SOMEONE ELSE. dammit. she 100% wont read. dosnt even touch the cmp. stupid . i got CCA, all that u think i got time to study ? i am NOT a robot. Hw can u blame me ? =\ u can never understand me. and thnk about it. iw as from a total SHYT class last yr. nw i in good class. i definately need time to chng right. u think i SUPERWOMAN ? fawked. im dam pissed. WTH is WRONG with my life. hate it to the max. sometimes i wish i'd jus DISAPPEAR .

YES I FAILED 5 SUBJECTS. GOOD RIGHT! =\
Hate everything around me. Love sucks big time too
Loves,
GINU

Lonely night

2009-03-21T10:31:00.001-07:00

Sometimes i feel like i dont have friends.

Another Beginning for you

2009-03-21T09:20:00.000-07:00

Attached again eh ? Hope this is the right girl for ya. I dont wanna see u sad again. Hope everything will be fine. Im sorry u saw everything here. I bet u hate me loads now. im really sorry. No matter hw much rubbish i write here, i still want to hear ur problems and be thr for u. :D Smile, my dear friend =] takecares of urself.

Loves,
GINU

The Selfish one.

2009-03-20T20:48:00.000-07:00

I thought about it for awile. Maybe im nt that much of a friend also either. I mean EVERYBODY wants someone thr for them to pour everything they have inside out at them . And i realise many words that i say contradicts myself. I' ve changed. I've changed into a selfish, Reluctant, Unsocialble Bitch. But why ? i used to be so carefree and crazy. I treated everybody like gold and now Everything is like Garbage. Whts wrong with me? I want to be soemone that everybody will be happy to be around. Now im nothing but a burden and an irritant. I hate myself sometimes.

Thinking about it, How about people like AHRA? Whom i pour my shyt to. I wonder if she feels the same as what i feel. If so, im sorry. But sometimes its just great to have someone there no matter what. I shall learn to be such a friend. I WILL stop complaining. GINU, U have to learn ginu, U have to learn.
Im sorry that u saw everything. Now im once again an alien in the planet EARTH.
Loves,
GINU

A small burning light

2009-03-20T10:41:00.000-07:00

Well.. this morning had FD silver. so annoying! i miss all the top by 1 mark. UI i got 12, highest 13. Theory i got 29 highest 30. Practical i got or 33 sth 3 . highest 34 / sth 4 . ._. toopid. And anyway. i had the most beautiful dream i can ever dream of. Now i realise really hw much i missyou. You,From my previous chapter. After i rememberd that dream, my heart felt SOOO itchy. =[ sucky!

Had a study date in the afternoon with Marc Leung. He ended up playing but i did BIO okay. i made notes. :D ntoes i shd have made weeks ago . but i was so lazy , i didnt. =[ . yeapps. but was alright overall. I saw Love take effect on another person again. That person was so close to tears.
Why'd u think i keep saying love sucks ? cause all it does is hurt.

In the evening i was very disappointed with you. Told me yesterday that u wan me spam for u. I thought i was supposed to.. i tracked you like for so long.. and in the end u tell me u at bryan's hse. U didnt even inform me. U got unlimited msges dont u ? Jus message andsay training cancelled very hard uh ? =\ I waited there like a DUMBO. screaming that i was VERY VERY disappointed.. Yeah.. Go hang out with them lah . they're so much more fun! u can do whatever u want. Even that thing that i hate. The thing that i'll walk away whenever someone does it infront of me. Issit my fault that i actually care? Maybe i shdnt care so much. i tink it sounds better. den u wont find me such a nag right? Oh well. Perhaps i shdnt care so much . Give all of u soem space ya? let u all do whatever u want. Im nt even ur parent, i have no rights to control u what. ^^ Iwont care anymore. That time u said u sian when i said i'd stop gng for outings. dunnid stop la. u wont even ask me. whats thepoint? u got ur NEW friends. U dontneed me anymore. Im nothing but ur bucket. I'll be ur bucket if thats mypost. Anything that makes u happy...
Sianned.. whatever u msg me ytd is exactly hw i feel =]
Loves,
GINU

A little sunrise

2009-03-19T07:08:00.000-07:00

i Dont know whats happening luh. i hope for things to get better. it seem to have, at least a little. Its like. Im writing all these to express everything inside but is like. i want no body to see it. Its stupid. =S . Dont know luh. Anyway ytd sleepover was alright. all's fine. The movie was kinda funny. ^^ . was alright man! when we were sleeping it was SOOO cold T_T . Anyway yeah.. WHy's the world so sad ? come on man. stop telling me ure siann-ed. Come on! smile! oh gawd. Is like i want NO ONE around me to be sad. Only I, ginu can be sad. My tears are once again frozen, i dont know why and how. oO . I will not find reasons to hate nor reasons to love. Im not making sense. that was random. For some reason, ure talking to me again. Im kinda happy but sad also. Cause idk if it will revert back to like it was a few days ago again when u find someone else to aim at. This is terrible. i dont know lah. i haven done any homework , tomorrow is the accreditation for FD. hopefully everyone will pass. jy all.
Please smile. Only i can be sad.
Loves,
GINU

The continuous fall of snow.

2009-03-18T03:05:00.000-07:00

Well from what i see, I AM your garbage truck. Thats great. i like listening to problems. At least problems from a friend like you. Every line u talked about. I was questioning, Have u ever considerd me? Losing others mean so much to u rather than me. Woah. I really have nothing to say. Only people u aim for can change u ? then what are friends for? crushes come and go like Seeds. Friends are like trees arnt they? or at least they're SUPPOSED to be like trees. When the wind blows, The trees wont get blown away, They stand firm on the ground. Only when YOU decide on something , Something to do to remove the tree. You struck the tree with lightning which then breaks it. But the roots remain somehow. You never share any happy things with me do you? well i like it that way . Sorta.. i guess.. We're DISTANT-ing. That group of people. Like i told u, im avoiding them. They're strangers not friends. I dont like them, im a piece of glass to them too ^^ . I really dont know what to do luh.. I knw ure not feeling well. The least i can do is listen right? I did shoot u abit jus nw. But it was what i really felt ya. u really chng target like.. idk lah. change underwear, or like what yuripon said, chng cond0m. No feel alr, Throw. Why u think i got a phobia of love? Jus look at the mess love has caused. Love is the root of all shyt. From spoilt friendships to spoilt family relationships. Love is rubbish. Love is JUNK. Love shd get struck by lightning and just DIE. Why does love even exist in this world ? dam love. crap it. U're in such a state now because OF LOVE. Eat my middle finger, Love.
Everything's a mess.

Right now im gonna prepare then im off to becky's house for sleepover. Hopefully it'll be fun. and get my mind off these shyt. goodness.

Loves,
GINU

Cold winter

2009-03-17T20:16:00.001-07:00

As you can see im re-doing a new blog. A blog is a like a chapter. And a book is like my life. So Whenever i change my blog, it means the start of a new chapter. I think the song i put in the blog really fits the theme dosnt it ? ^^ For those who dont know the song, its

Let you go by Ashley Parker Angel.

Broken promises
That you don't really mind
It's not the first time And you know it, don't you now
Tell me why it is, you only smile inside
When you break me into nothing
Don't you know

It's not like I haven't tried
Over and over again
Stupid fights
Wrong or right
Goodbye...

[Chorus:]
I Remember when you came with me that night
You said forever that you would never let me go
But here I am again
With nothing left inside
No I don't wanna but
I gotta Let U Go...

You're the one mistake I really didn't mind
So beautiful and merciful, It took me down
Too little and too late
So now I know your kind
You fake it easy, just to please me
Don't you know

It's not like we haven't tried
Over and over again
Sleepless nights
wrong or right
Goodbye...

[Chorus:]
I Remember when you came with me that night
You said forever, that you would never let me go
But here I am again
With nothing left inside
No I don't wanna, but I gotta
Let U Go...

I gotta let u go...
It's you...
There's nothing I can do

I remember when you came with me that night
You said forever you said forever you said forever

Here I am again
With nothing left inside
No I don't wanna but I gotta
Let U Go

I Remember when you came with me that night
You said forever you would never let me go
But here I am again
With nothing left inside
No I don't wanna but I gotta
Let U Go...

This song is not talking about this chapter. This song is summing up the last chapter that i wrote. Thats if anybody can actually remember what it was about ^^ We'll it was the longest night in my life and i never thought i would see dawn again.

Well im not feeling at my best these few days. I said i'd be happy for the rest of my life, i'll try my best But really really, Highly impossible. I feel like im losing a very close friend. I've known this friend for 2 years, well ALMOST 2 years. Somewhere there i guess. We've been really good friends. That friend would cheer me up whenever i was sad. During the DARKEST-EST part of my life, That friend kept me moving, helped me, Showered me with love and care and most importantly, Let me know that someone was ALWAYS there for me NO MATTER WHAT. I treasure this friend alot but seems like a new group of people you've met has drifted you from me. Well, Im not selfish. Having new friends is nothing wrong. But What saddens me is that, You treat me like a transparency now. You have no idea hw much it hurts. I heard your aiming for someone therefore being in that place. Its always that same case. The pass 2-3targets, all same same. I dont know luh.. in a way i do think that u are a little desperate. It dosnt feel good to be transparent. Although things are like that, I want to always be there for you no matter what. I want to know what is happening in your life. When u went abroad, I wasnt even informed. That made me really upset, Im really non existant in your life now arnt i ? I hope things will get better. You tell me u arnt in the mood, Have u ever considerd my feelings and mood ? Sighh... I dont know luh.. I doubt you will even read this and notice its talking about you. imma go off now. But please remember .

If being your rubbish bin keeps us as friends, I'll be ur Rubbish Dump forever.
My Love and care for a friend Makes me vulnerable to tears, everynight .
Loves,
GINU